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the look on your face was priceless!!!!!!
Sep. 25th, 2004
Sep. 22nd, 2004
10:48 pm
havent updated in awhile- schools good- got one semester left til i get my associates- im so proud of me- ive been thinking alot lately about everything. i went on this scrapbooking thing with my mom and it gave me lots to think about. i think i have made some descions that will improve me. my bro moved out- i cant wait to. hmm what else- ha i need a margarita.
Sep. 16th, 2004
03:03 pm
ohh hell- this friday is payday- heeeellll yes! when i get back from this camping thingy with my mom- im wildin out!
03:02 pm
Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"
Jasmine
Huge house, tiger, flying carpet, the heart of a man. What more could a girl ask for?
Sep. 13th, 2004
03:39 pm
its a b-e-a-u-tiful day outside! spent most of it at school - where are enviromental bio teacher took us out to the woods- i thought he was going to kill us- aparrently he wanted to teach us about succesion- by draging us through an untrailed woods- he should have told us to bring a knife for all the trees and branches in are way- then he took role in the middle of where ever and when he called are name he told us we can leave- but he didnt tell us how to get back out of the woods- wtf! we get to do it again next week- im bringin a compass!
Sep. 11th, 2004
Sep. 8th, 2004
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cheerfulSep. 6th, 2004
08:08 pm - billie
I'LL BE SEEING YOU
Sammy Fain / Irving Kahal
I'll be seeing you
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day and through
In that small cafe
The park across the way
The children carrousel
The chestnut trees
The wishing well
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you
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Sometimes Billie sung the next verse
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Cathedral bells were tolling
As our love sang on.
Was it the spell of Paris,
or just the April dawn?
Who knows if we will meet again,
Love with morning chiming sweet again
Sep. 2nd, 2004
12:44 pm
well today was my 1st day of class- wasnt to bad- just kinda sucked cuz i only had my class for an hour and 1/2 and its all the way out in orchard ridge- yuck- but anyways hopefully today bein that its my day off will be somewhat a good day!
Aug. 31st, 2004
09:38 pm - its been awhile
well today was ok- slept in- which was wonderful- but then i got a call from work saying that they needed me to come in- in the long run it was worth it- i like the people i work with - they make me laugh so much- all the working out ive been doing has really made it hurt to laugh! hehe... this weekend is labor day weekend- hell yes- cant wait to get out of the state- things with boys have been crazy- my ex curtis called me the other nite- and got me thinking about how we used to be- and how much i still care for him- i do sometimes regret leaving- i left for stupid and rash reasons- but it all works out in the end im sure- things just dont happen for no reason. school starts again thank god- cait wait til its over though- haha! im excited to go to my friends stacis wedding- it should be a hella goodtime! well i had a party this past weekend and some unwanted guests showed up- such assholes really- ran over my nextdoor neighbors lawn- i was like what the--- i had some really good friends who helped me calm down and that were there for me. i love them very much :)! as for me - im begining to be so happy with me! til next time- peace!
Aug. 10th, 2004
11:38 am
i once met a man and asked him if it were true that when you get older you become wiser. he said the only answer was to get older. looking back to when i was a kid. i realize that my ignornace was a virtue. i saw the world in colors and shapes. now my nerves keep me awake at night. i think about the future and what i want to do with my life. i asked the same man if he had any advice for me. he told me to quit living and start breathing. "look around at the life you lead. listen to the wind and the trees. take time to smell the ocean breeze and sleep on the beach." he said that the beauty of this world was in its complexity and that our lives for the most part are ordinary. he told me never to stop painting. but mostly never stop creating. "youre as free as your mind will let you be. so, whats holding you back?" he asked, "fear or laziness??"
derrick w. sherman
the reunion show
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coldAug. 6th, 2004
11:40 am - it was magic
well yesturday was good- nothing to exciting for the rickter scale- but ihad a go dtime- when out for thai- with my mom- i have all this weekend off- so im going to take her to alexanders for her b-day on saturday - even though it was on monday- i love my mom sooo much- i registered for school- im taking amercian government- enviromental biology- psychology- and ceramics- my classes are all over the place- i got two in auburn hills and the other two are in orchard ridge.... i hate that! its sooo stupid- anyways- went out with a few co-workers last night-kristina- mike-julie - angie and her friend jackson! -down at wanye state campus- it was ok- we went tothe magic bag- it was mikes b-day- he got pretty wasted-beers were really cheap but when it came down to the last drink i had which was a long island- it was 7.50!!! in a little ass cup- the guy is like can i see your rist band-im like im freakin 21- then he asked for my id! i know i look 12 and everything but jeezz-- anyways i drove from kristinas house- and i stopped at 711 cuz chips and chocolate sounded sooo nice- then i came home ate and then fell asleep- its friday- and i gotta work- i have n0o gas- but i get payed! it will probaly be slow which sucks- ohh yeah and i met white boy rick yesturday! hehe
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so ive been toldAug. 3rd, 2004
11:19 am
memories consume- like opening the wound-im picking me a part again- you all asume-im searching in the room- unless i try to start again- i dont wanna be the one- the battle always choose- cuz inside i realize that im the one confused-i dont know whats worth fighting for-!!!!!! or why i have to scream!!!!!!!- i dont know why i instigate and say what i dont mean!!!!!!!!!!- i dont know how i got this way!!!!!!!- i know its not alright!!!!!!- so im breaking a habit!!!!!!- -- im breaking a habit!!!- tonite.
Aug. 1st, 2004
07:39 pm
mr nothing -got alot got alot to say- hes good a bein what hes not - he gives nothing away- another day goes on by--and he never speaks his heart.
he takes his chances with what hes got- too late now to start- you push and pull and struggle with a knot- tying you up- why are you- faking- give and you take- takin what you got- round and round til its breaks- you push and pull and struggle with a knot- tying you up- why are you faking- til you lie---
mr nothing is late- hes running out of time- he questions with his chance of fate-but never shows no signs- but still the sky above- shows what it means- now im never never- ill never make no sense to him- you push and pull and struggle with a knot- tying you up- why are you- faking- give and you take- takin what you got- round and round til its breaks- you push and pull and struggle with a knot- tying you up- why are you faking- til you lie---
coldJul. 30th, 2004
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contemplative11:25 am
wow- i knew i typed someting in my live journal, but i didnt know what i typed- haha- thats soo finny- i feel quizzy today- i made some phone calls last nite- drunk phone calls are the worst- ---
02:06 am
why is every single last guy i meet a single dick!!!!!!!!!!!! god please tell me why-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jul. 29th, 2004
01:54 pm
now nicole cancelled on me- now what do i do for the remander of the day---grrrr! im such a loser- haha
12:26 pm - so lazy
well kinda slept into today- i have no idea why- i wasnt really all that tired- ohh well- today is pretty gloomy outside- my mom just called me and told me they had this furniture set on sale that i love in jcpennys catalog- im so excited- now theres three problems with that- i need the money- and a better job-ohh and my place to put it in- if its not one thing its another- so that scary guy hasnt called- i think he finally got the hint that im not intrested in a skinhead-slash someother bad things i found out about him- warning to all girls- if you ever meet at a baldheaded guy- with his labrae pierced at the hideout- turn around and go home - or at least somewhere else! hehe.
today im going to go running with nicole-my watching what im eating and excercising is going really good- yes i know its only been for two days but normally i break it within the 1st day- and then were going to royal oak- go to a few bars and check out the bikes! then im going to get my hair done!!!! tomorrow should be good i have to work but its all good- i have to close :( but thats only til 10. saturday i have off -whoohooo- and sunday i work - but im going to my grams and gramps to celebrate everyones b-day!
Jul. 28th, 2004
02:10 pm - im lovin it
just enjoying my days off here- im lovin it! hehe- yesturday didnt really do anything- helped my brother move some stuff into storage- maddie can now give me a high five! worked out at lifetime and then worked out with my mom- i started this protein diet- i got this whey protein stuff from whole foods market- its real good we sell it at work- you mix juice or milk with fruit or ice cream- its a meal suppelment for me! this guy - i went out on a date that was hellish gave me this poem-
As her gentle soul melts in my handz
my heart turns to sand
wanting something so pure in my life but not willing to give the sacrafice
letting go beyond my control
as she surrounds my soul
covering it with love and lust
in this game i can only trust
that my heart will be safe and pure
because she fills my life
she is my cure
now this poem seems alittle deep-especially since i only went on one date with him- and it was scary!
hes sorta freakin me out- what should i do????
but anyways- going to go over nicoles and hang out! god have i missed my life! being happy and free. there are things that still i think about and wonder what i could have done - like for starters- i really wish i would have stayed in ohio- and not flipped out about everything- cuz i do the samething here- im learning to slowy let go of what i cant control and just know that im still young and the world is my oyster- i can do anything. its weird how all of a sudden all i think about is school - working out- gettin my own place- and falling in love with someone who wants to love me. im lovin it
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